todae is sundae...other should be feel very happy, cos can going out with their friends or what, not juz like, sec 2 already, still kena grounded by parents.. seriously, i really don't know why other ppls kids can do whatever they wish to do..then i must everydae stay at home, do whatever things that you all ask me to do. even that i don't want to do, you all juz don't care. when i tell you all how i felt, but you all juz ignore me. i m your daughter, not your dog. i hate you all everydae juz know how to scold, and nvr ever thought how i feel. sometimes i make some mistake, dad juz beat me, you know how pain m i feel when you beat me??? and when you beat, have you ever thought that i m your daughter, beat me so hard for??? did you reliase that???..the more you beat me, the more mistake i make, and you still beat me harder and harder..why can't you talk nicely when i do wrong something, if starting you all do like that, maybe i won't become a kid that you all don't wish to, but it too late already..and dad, you know??? everytime after you have beaten me, i will go to toilet and hitting the wall, and i know that you knew it..you asked me why i do like that, want to become a crazy is it??? that's the question you ask me before, i juz keep quiet, cos i know if i really say out, you and mum maybe will go jump building..if i hitting the wall everydae, i will be crazy juz like you say, and if all those things really happen, is because of YOU, all your fault, blame yourself. and when i wear what clothes, you also want to nag, whatever happen in school and what i do in school, you also want know..and i still remember last time, you took away my diary without my permission, you keep asking me why want to write this write that..I tell you, everyone have their privacy, i also have de, don't tell me you don't have??? i was very angry at that time, you know??? you don't even know what want, dad and mum, you all don't even try to understand what i need..i m so disappointed..and whenever sisters do something wrong, i will always be the one who bare the consequences and take the punishments for them..you know how angry am i feel everydae you all do like that??? still gt one things, make me felt totally irritating. you all everytime want me to friend with who who who..you all ask me don't too close with the friends i make, say that they will teach me bad thing..but did you all know, when i sad, they are beside me, they will cheer me up and concern me, but you all did even know. i really need them..you all juz know how to control my life, and nvr thought about whether i really happy anot??? i really really hate that you all keep controlling my life and my freedom...
